Note to Self
By: From First to Last
Two roads split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am,
and who I want to be.
I wanted to be the breath of fresh air,
When everything smelled so insincere.
But this taste still lingers in my mouth,
Deceit has ways of sticking around.
And I'm ready to disappear,
Vacation seems far... seems far from here.
Note to self:
I miss you terribly.
This is what
we call a tragedy.
Come back to me,
back to me,
To me.
(repeat)
I can feel my mind,
wandering again.
Into what I dont no,
and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving,
faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need to break the routine.
(repeat)
Two roads...
Split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am,
and who I want to....
Which part of me is lost?
I feel so close,
and yet I am so far.
Which part of me is lost?
I feel so close,
and yet I am so far.
I can't believe
How did this all happen so quick
How is it I did not know
All drugged up, not knowing what to do
Feelings of fear, ripping me through
Carving the hate away...
Each day wating for you
Smoke the feeling out
Can't stop hurting
Cramping me down, not knowing where to go
Dreams whiping around
Not undertsanding how
I just want to understand
Crying and screaming, WHY CAN"T YOU JUST COME HOME?
Each day waiting
Smoke the feeling out
Can't stop hurting
Not knowing where to go.
Thinking the pain will end
If I aim it at my dead
Being blank instead
Still feeling the pain.